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~*Saturday, September 13, 2008*~
**Okay. Its been a long time since i blog. I've been mugging thats why. Prelims was like almost a disaster. It is like physics was a total failure. then the history test, i skip SBQ. come on who is much worst then me? i think the rest of my class mates did better cos i can see them smiling? Boon huat, maggie cheng siang, even amandis. i got to buck up or my goal will not be achieve.
okay malay. got B3 in te O level then prelim got another B3. WTF! its like its not worth it. sometimes i may look confident in the outside but thats all my facial expressions. dun be fool. for those who are close to me, know me. Maybe i am just a lose but am i? i'm not. i tried and tried but still it does not help. learning experience? yah i know. i've heard abt it. but realli its hard.
i regretted everything i did. expressing my feelings to someone. playing psp in class. not paying attention to mr ow when he talks. playing soccer everyday. i realli regretted it. if onli if i can turn time around.its like 1 month to the the big O and i'm still playing psp. wads this? disciplined myself? i tried but the temptation is very great. talking abt love? it was realli foolish of me. thinking abt myself, always attracting attention and more. and i'm sorry. i realli regretted telling the someone my feelings. if theres chance, i would not tell her and remain as friends. this time i'm serious.just friends. i'm not ready for relationship yet i guess.i'm realli sorry.. O levels here i come. beware.**
~*Halim_Mamat blogged on 10:27:00 PM*~
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~*Friday, August 29, 2008*~
**Happy Teachers Day! I would like to say a little abt me teachers. Like dedication.Haha.
To:
Mr John Paul Low- Thank you for everything you did for me and the class. You're well appreciated.
Mr Ng Wen Jye- i appreciated all the things u have done for me. i know i may be nonsensical but i appreciated everything though.
Mr Suhaini- terima kasih ah cikgu.
Mr Supandi- terima kasih cikgu. saya rase saya da improve la. ahaa.
Mrs Yeo- Thanks for teaching me this past 3 years. although sumtimes u get into my nerves but stii ur teaching realli helps.
Mr Yeo- Thanks for everything. You rocks. even though u may be strict but its for our own benefit. thanks. realli appreciated.
Mr Beh, Ms Foo- thanks for everything and stayed for the band.thanks
and to others who taught me and i didnt put u down mayb becos no time or i hate u. haha.
i realli regretted everything. good bye FOREVER!**
~*Halim_Mamat blogged on 11:15:00 PM*~
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~*Thursday, August 28, 2008*~
**Back and worst than before. Been studying but does it pay off? i dunno. Chem today was a total disaster. srsly. disaster. dunno how to spell. here follow me. D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R! after paper went back to band. at the end was pissed off a little. whu must show power? same age eh. onli u now out of dunearn onli wad. knn. big meh alumni. fuck la ciibai. thats all ah.
Fine i will try to forget abt u. i won even get near u. srsly, since i'm ignored, hated. Fine! To hell woth relationship man. FUCK IT! i won even think abt it.But there are exception though.**
~*Halim_Mamat blogged on 10:14:00 PM*~
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~*Sunday, August 10, 2008*~
**heyhey. happy national day singapore. haha. this yr the celebrationrealli bad. not the schol wan. the actual one. like knn sia. but they have put in lots of effort ah i mus say. gib credit. well, recently i have adopted a son.haha. guess who is it ah. actualli i dun know what to post eh. random onli.
i tink i will go on trying to please you. i srsly ---- you and cannot bare to leave u. or i cannot bear to live without u.**
~*Halim_Mamat blogged on 11:04:00 AM*~
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~*Wednesday, August 6, 2008*~
**hey.didn't come to school today.take passport mah. then afternoon came to school to touch up on dnt. yeah. finally it's done. i like it. kkz thats wraps up my day actually. hey anybody want to comment on my skin? tag.
i srsly dunno whats happening to me. everything i do reminds me of you. even though we've changed. i still ---- you. **
~*Halim_Mamat blogged on 10:27:00 PM*~
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~*Saturday, August 2, 2008*~
**if u ask me whether am i in love? i would say i am.cos i've been thinking of her lately.i talked to her often now but merely as friends.i know that it's impossible for us now.she said it herself.but i just can't seem to let her go.i tried everything i could by her face keep appearing in my mind.if she were to be gone from this world,my life would be meaningless.i like her since last year thus quite hard to forget.for some, it's easy but for me is different.it's like some of my frens were saying just forget abt her.its easier said than done.well, if the only way to talk t her is by being her friend then by all means.but my ---- for her will become more.**
~*Halim_Mamat blogged on 10:00:00 PM*~
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~*Friday, August 1, 2008*~
**heyhey. Barney is a dinosaur. haha.had fun today.dnt stress must hand in next week.wah motherf sia.then recess went to hall.supposedly to slack but in the end kena help arrange table.wah piang eh.but nvr mind ah. then maths.then went to eat lunch before going mosque(disco).haha.was quite late then, akmal was complaining.
akmal>masih ade masa ke?da lambat la.
me>sabar la.
akmal>korang selalu gini kepe?
me>tak la.mane ade slalu. sekali seminggu.
akmal>(quite pissed off by my ans but still laugh)
after mosque was band.mr beh rich sia.hahah.dae yeop face funny sia. hahahaha.
when keeping the perc instr, the fantastic four created a remix.it was fun ah.from barney to random songs.hahah.then aft band went to play soccer at the court with syazwan,naz,mario,ting wei and others. we represent the DMB.we next team.so we were like anticipating the excitement.hahaha.when our team was up.we played like we nvr played before . baik ting wei.good job. we won all the matches suprisingly.we were the underdogs.haha.we end the day with a high note. we DMB consists of me, ting wei and syazwan. we vs the 4 jades.(naz,nabil and chris) we play tennis soccer. we won of course.chey action sia.haha.
I dun actually know what to do now. My mind is like turning and finding a place to rest. Should i just forget everyting that had happened? i dunno. i miss you thats for sure.the feeling is still there. even though we like talk nowadays.but its just different. if u are reading, i just wanna say that my feelings for you is still there.however, i respect ur decisions/
i still ---- you.<33**
~*Halim_Mamat blogged on 10:37:00 PM*~
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~*Saturday, September 13, 2008*~
**Okay. Its been a long time since i blog. I've been mugging thats why. Prelims was like almost a disaster. It is like physics was a total failure. then the history test, i skip SBQ. come on who is much worst then me? i think the rest of my class mates did better cos i can see them smiling? Boon huat, maggie cheng siang, even amandis. i got to buck up or my goal will not be achieve.
okay malay. got B3 in te O level then prelim got another B3. WTF! its like its not worth it. sometimes i may look confident in the outside but thats all my facial expressions. dun be fool. for those who are close to me, know me. Maybe i am just a lose but am i? i'm not. i tried and tried but still it does not help. learning experience? yah i know. i've heard abt it. but realli its hard.
i regretted everything i did. expressing my feelings to someone. playing psp in class. not paying attention to mr ow when he talks. playing soccer everyday. i realli regretted it. if onli if i can turn time around.its like 1 month to the the big O and i'm still playing psp. wads this? disciplined myself? i tried but the temptation is very great. talking abt love? it was realli foolish of me. thinking abt myself, always attracting attention and more. and i'm sorry. i realli regretted telling the someone my feelings. if theres chance, i would not tell her and remain as friends. this time i'm serious.just friends. i'm not ready for relationship yet i guess.i'm realli sorry.. O levels here i come. beware.**
~*Friday, August 29, 2008*~
**Happy Teachers Day! I would like to say a little abt me teachers. Like dedication.Haha.
To:
Mr John Paul Low- Thank you for everything you did for me and the class. You're well appreciated.
Mr Ng Wen Jye- i appreciated all the things u have done for me. i know i may be nonsensical but i appreciated everything though.
Mr Suhaini- terima kasih ah cikgu.
Mr Supandi- terima kasih cikgu. saya rase saya da improve la. ahaa.
Mrs Yeo- Thanks for teaching me this past 3 years. although sumtimes u get into my nerves but stii ur teaching realli helps.
Mr Yeo- Thanks for everything. You rocks. even though u may be strict but its for our own benefit. thanks. realli appreciated.
Mr Beh, Ms Foo- thanks for everything and stayed for the band.thanks
and to others who taught me and i didnt put u down mayb becos no time or i hate u. haha.
i realli regretted everything. good bye FOREVER!**
~*Thursday, August 28, 2008*~
**Back and worst than before. Been studying but does it pay off? i dunno. Chem today was a total disaster. srsly. disaster. dunno how to spell. here follow me. D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R! after paper went back to band. at the end was pissed off a little. whu must show power? same age eh. onli u now out of dunearn onli wad. knn. big meh alumni. fuck la ciibai. thats all ah.
Fine i will try to forget abt u. i won even get near u. srsly, since i'm ignored, hated. Fine! To hell woth relationship man. FUCK IT! i won even think abt it.But there are exception though.**
~*Sunday, August 10, 2008*~
**heyhey. happy national day singapore. haha. this yr the celebrationrealli bad. not the schol wan. the actual one. like knn sia. but they have put in lots of effort ah i mus say. gib credit. well, recently i have adopted a son.haha. guess who is it ah. actualli i dun know what to post eh. random onli.
i tink i will go on trying to please you. i srsly ---- you and cannot bare to leave u. or i cannot bear to live without u.**
~*Wednesday, August 6, 2008*~
**hey.didn't come to school today.take passport mah. then afternoon came to school to touch up on dnt. yeah. finally it's done. i like it. kkz thats wraps up my day actually. hey anybody want to comment on my skin? tag.
i srsly dunno whats happening to me. everything i do reminds me of you. even though we've changed. i still ---- you. **
~*Saturday, August 2, 2008*~
**if u ask me whether am i in love? i would say i am.cos i've been thinking of her lately.i talked to her often now but merely as friends.i know that it's impossible for us now.she said it herself.but i just can't seem to let her go.i tried everything i could by her face keep appearing in my mind.if she were to be gone from this world,my life would be meaningless.i like her since last year thus quite hard to forget.for some, it's easy but for me is different.it's like some of my frens were saying just forget abt her.its easier said than done.well, if the only way to talk t her is by being her friend then by all means.but my ---- for her will become more.**
~*Friday, August 1, 2008*~
**heyhey. Barney is a dinosaur. haha.had fun today.dnt stress must hand in next week.wah motherf sia.then recess went to hall.supposedly to slack but in the end kena help arrange table.wah piang eh.but nvr mind ah. then maths.then went to eat lunch before going mosque(disco).haha.was quite late then, akmal was complaining.
akmal>masih ade masa ke?da lambat la.
me>sabar la.
akmal>korang selalu gini kepe?
me>tak la.mane ade slalu. sekali seminggu.
akmal>(quite pissed off by my ans but still laugh)
after mosque was band.mr beh rich sia.hahah.dae yeop face funny sia. hahahaha.
when keeping the perc instr, the fantastic four created a remix.it was fun ah.from barney to random songs.hahah.then aft band went to play soccer at the court with syazwan,naz,mario,ting wei and others. we represent the DMB.we next team.so we were like anticipating the excitement.hahaha.when our team was up.we played like we nvr played before . baik ting wei.good job. we won all the matches suprisingly.we were the underdogs.haha.we end the day with a high note. we DMB consists of me, ting wei and syazwan. we vs the 4 jades.(naz,nabil and chris) we play tennis soccer. we won of course.chey action sia.haha.
I dun actually know what to do now. My mind is like turning and finding a place to rest. Should i just forget everyting that had happened? i dunno. i miss you thats for sure.the feeling is still there. even though we like talk nowadays.but its just different. if u are reading, i just wanna say that my feelings for you is still there.however, i respect ur decisions/
i still ---- you.<33**